Tuesday, May 6, 2008

i'm here!~

well...got no reason...i feel like blogging right now...i read someone's blog before this....and i really want to shout out loud that i'm here for u....i dont mind lend u my ear...i want to share everything with u...i want to make u happy...but why why and why...u never tell me all these shit...why i have to know all these through the others' mouth and from ur blog that u set up just for him?do u treat me as ur fren?do u?i really so wonder...do u know how worry am i when i know all these happen to u?do u know how much i miss ur laughter before?few times i really want to ask u about that....but i still act i know nothing...because i want u to tell me all these urself...but end up u never plan to tell me...i really hope u can get through all these soon...he's not the whole part of ur life...go one step forward..u will know how stupid u are now..and see ur surrounding..u got a lot of friends....for sure...i will be there too...please...dont cry again because of him...i can tell u it is not worth...u deserve better guy...believe me...everything will be fine...u're not alone!~wake up and just think all these just a nightmare....my dear...tomorrow will be a better day!~

Sunday, May 4, 2008

complicated!~

long time didnt update my blog...no big changes to my life but with some small changes...seem to get myself back into SMS world...holding my handphone the whole day...click click click...end up with a fucking expensive phone bill...luckily havent receive my dad's call yet...while i'm typing this post...i keep thinking what the point to update my blog?i still can't figure it out right now...so i guess when i get the answer...i will update my blog again!`see ya

Saturday, April 5, 2008

A sweet sms

Tongtong just woke up cause today is sunday...usually is a boring day for me...but today a bit different..when i still sleeping..my phone msg tone ring...and i have a look at the sms...after i see the msg...totally awake...thank you very much...it's very touching...i feel that i am not alone now!!~~u know who u are...anyway...thank!~for those who added my msn...i think u guy should remember i set a nick before..."tell me i'm not alone pls"...after i set this nick...a lot of ppl come to me and tell me i am not alone..i know some of them just like kidding...but i can feel there are some really meant to tell me that i'm not alone...and i appreciate it very much...when i feel weak...when i feel bad...when my sky colour becomes grey....u guy's care and love light up my life...FRIENDS ROCK!!~finally EE1 finished...i know i screw up my IS...last subject..no mood to study for it....but hope the result wont be too bad...now i trying to enjoy my one week break...everyday i wish to sleep until very very late...then i no need to think what can i do to the whole day...well...now i feel like wanna sing k!!~~i want to shout out all my stress and unhappy moment before this!~~btw, anyone want to shop?if u do...please give me a call!~~i desperate for shopping right now!~~so many stuff i want to buy...i want to reward myself for no reason!~

Friday, March 21, 2008

lastest Tongtong's life






well...lynn...finally i update my blog..everytime i got many ideas in my mind what to blog...but when i start to type it...everything like gone...my mind blank..i think some of u facing the same problem right?haha...my life now...only condo, college, pyramid, kelana jaya...that all..argh...boring!!~~On the bday of someone(dont know who's that but his bday let me have a day off)thank you anyway...haha...i hang out with a friend...not so close but we can share everything..when a girl walk alone with a guy...is it everyone think they are couple?whatever..we spent whole day at mid valley...i helped him to choose present for his mum...that why i got a lunch for free...haha...but i contribute lot to THE ROBINSONS too....i bought some ficial product

gosh...this is my first time...for previous me..never waste one cent on this stuff....but i'm changed...people do change when time goes on right?back to me and him...that day he asked a lot about dating stuff...this and that...we talked a lot...seriously,he is a good guy but then i sure that between us dont have any chemical reaction(u know what i mean right?)u know why?because he is too good...he never do any bad things...never hang out late...gosh...unbelievable...honestly...for me...i like bad guy....of course not those gangster ok?i like those guy who can play with me and my crazy frens for sure...i dont know how to explain...anyway...i like some playful and funny guy..not those serious dude..hehe....after all the happy moments, is time for me to face all my assignment again...when i went back to condo...alone at room...the feel suck!!~~i dont like to stay alone...feel like wanna to cry that time...but i not dare to call my parent...cause i dont want them to worry about me...end up..i chat with my sis...as what i said...when i was there i hope to be here....but now i miss there again...it is a complicated feeling anyway....now...what i wanna to do is to study hard...i want to fulfill all my dreams....the future i want...i must accomplished it!!~~EE1...wait for me...i'm going to conquer u!!~~~gambateh

Saturday, March 8, 2008

another meaningless weekend!~

saturday...saturday....saturday....it should be a happy day for everyone..hang out with friends....relax...no stress...just fun..but why i feel so down today?even my cousin was curious about it....usually i will talk non stop(i'm damn talkactive)...but today i look so lost...got no idea what to do...what to say...what happen to me?seriously,i dont know too!~~this coming tuesday is my dearest mummy bday...feel bad that i cant celebrate with her...i used to plan where the dinner will be...what present for her...but this year...everything changed!~she will celebrate without me...will it be big difference for her??so wonder.....oh no!!~~SPM result will be release soon...damn worry...i scare i will get suck result....everyone told me that SPM not important for me since i already doing my college...but the pressure from myself...and the scary comparison between friends....is killing me...i dont want to disappoint my mum...and even myself...haiz....may god bless me...on the 12th...i can get good news from my mum....god,please.....

Friday, March 7, 2008

oh no!~~~supper again










argh....just lost a bit weight...then go supper again!!~~oh no....cant like that!!~~i dont want to gain weight again!!~~haha....using sony ericsson now...exchange with friend...sony really have a nice design...thin enough...but the function cant compare with nokia...anyway...n80 is still the best for me...haha...say about my college life...finally i found some crazy gang here....already do some "LAP" things....enjoy take picture without care about the surrounding....noisy enough...is really happy to know all of them...love u all!!~muackzzzz

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

college life rock!!~~

long time didnt update my blog...since he left us...i got no mood to update my blog...cause everytime i view my blog...then i see his face...i miss so so much!!~~dont know how his life there?is it very peaceful and full of pretty angel beside him?i bet him miss us so much too!!~~anyway...life still need to go on....i moved into the sun-U residencce..having my own life...this time is really my own!~~~i start to enjoy it so so much...i spent more time in college..with all my friends...get to know many friends!!~~i so used to it....i thought i will miss home so much but turn out i don't...surprise?now,i sit at the foyer with all my friends...we're discussing our applics...oh ya...applics seriously suck!!~~but anyway...i cant drop it...i must conquer it!!~~by the way,i had fun and crazy time with all my friends during the bloody boring malaysian study...we took funny pictures!!~~alright....stop here...i got to get back to my applics...if not everything will screw up!!~~ciao!!~~